SANCTUARY IS A PLACE FOR GROWN-UPS
FEDERATION IS A PLACE FOR KIDS
Grown-up is defined as “not childish or immature.” I have spent a year saying the main difference between Sanctuary and the Federation is between the ideologies of feminism and anti-feminism. I still believe that is true but I have come to feel there is an ever deeper difference that is still part of the feminist/anti-feminist divide. I think our deeply confused brothers and sisters at Federation are spiritual kids. They are childish and immature. Feminists are immature and anti-feminists are mature.
It is extremely frustrating talking to supporters of Hak Ja Han. It is like being in a Hollywood science fiction movie where there are only a few who know that the many are enslaved and do their best to wake them up to the spell they are under. Hyung Jin Nim is like Neo in The Matrix who has come to tell us the awful truth of his Mother’s betrayal and the traitors who surround her in the Palace. Hyung Jin Nim is like Jack Bauer in “24”. He is like the man who leads a few to safety in the Poseidon Adventure. Some members of my family love The 10th Kingdom. There is a priceless scene where a character gets exasperated by the craziness of the Alice in Wonderland like world he is trapped in and blurts out, “What is wrong with you people!” The Federation is like The 10th Kingdom.
What is wrong with those at the Federation? Hyung Jin Nim has given over 50 sermons that brilliantly and logically teach the truth and Andrew Wilson and company just don’t get it. They see him as out of control, angry, woman hating, out of date, mean, and disrespectful of his Mother who can do no wrong. She is perfect and he is not. Everything she does is of God and her husband in spirit world supports her. Andrew Wilson says he knows Hak Ja Han better than her son. Some from the Federation say they know “Mother” better than Hyung Jin Nim and Yeonah Nim. It boggles the mind to hear them say this. Of course, mankind will believe Hyung Jin Nim over Andrew Wilson who is “Mother’s” mouthpiece when they find Hyung Jin Nim’s videos and Andrew Wilson’s videos and writings.
There are a few exceptions but for the most part it is impossible to have a coherent conversation about all the accusations Hyung Jin Nim makes about his mother with her supporters. They have ridiculous, irrational comebacks but mostly you can’t have a thoughtful dialogue because they are more concerned about feelings than ideas. Love is greater than laws they like to repeat over and over again. They are bored to death with the list of wrongs Hyung Jin Nim gives. They don’t give a damn which chair she sits in. They don’t give a shit if she rewrites a book or changes the name of God. She could come out today and say she wants to call God “Bob and Susan” and they would unthinkingly go along. “Sure, Mom. Whatever you say.” Why do they act like this? Because she is the True Mother.
Richard Panzer challenges Mike Balcomb to come out from behind Mother’s skirt and debate him. There is dead silence from Mike. I have been thinking lately that the reason the Federation will not even acknowledge Hyung Jin Nim exists let alone publicly debate him is because they are spiritually like very small children. They have adult bodies and do some adult things that require an adult mind but when it comes to their “True Mother” they are all in kindergarten. When you start talking about their mother they become unable to think. They only have childlike feelings. All they see is a son of hers pointing his finger and he seems to be mad at his mother. It really isn’t True Mother. To them she is “Mommy”. When Hyung Jin Nim criticizes his mother they see him as being a brother who is being mean and disrespectful to mommy. Kids don’t talk back to mommy; they obey her completely without thought. To them everything is wonderful in their home with mommy and Hyung Jin Nim is being a bad boy who needs a time-out. How difficult is it for a wise, mature elder brother to tell his little brothers and sisters that mommy has left daddy and he is in charge? They would get discombobulated and blurt out, “No. I love mommy. She makes me feel safe. You are scaring me. I don’t understand all this adult talk about values and theology. I know I just love my mommy and whatever she says we should do it. So, please stop saying vicious and unkind and unloving things about mommy.”
Knowing that Mike Mickler is a little boy and Libby Henkin is a little girl when it comes to their mommy makes it easier to accept how they are so focused on how Sanctuary is a place of meanies. They see Hyung Jin Nim as cold prickly and Andrew Wilson as warm fuzzy. They are holding their teddy bears and never question anything their grown-up mommy tells them. Just analyzing what she said is unthinkable. Kids don’t analyze or talk back to mommy.
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